HPG

I am afraid Lord.

A lot of things are changing in my life, in my Families Life.

I am afraid.

I feel like you do when you start high school, walking to that first classroom at a school where you don't know anyone. .

The stomach is in knots.

That's how I feel! 

We have been waiting and anticipating this new chapter in our lives. Praying and Believing that if it was meant to be , You Lord would make it so.

So here we are at the beginning of a new chapter in our lives and I am Terrified!

I don’t know what it is going to be like and I don’t know exactly how my children are going to adjust. 

Will my husband be happy in his new career, will he be safe?

Will we be able to find a new church that we love as much as Grace?

I am afraid.

How will I get by with out my family. My mum & sisters?

Away from my dad and not being able to see them when I just want to.

I am afraid.

Leaving my good friends and not having them near.

Will there be good friends where we are going? For me, my husband, & our kids.

I feel alone, anxious, & so afraid.

However , God this is your plan. I know it is. You have open so many doors and closed others. All leading us to here. I know that you see me and hear my fears.

I know you know I am afraid.

But.....

 I know You!

So even though I am afraid, I trust you!

I trust in your plan, and I am excited and waiting to see what you have for me & my family! I place them in your hands, because there is nowhere else where they will be safer. No matter where we are , no matter how far away from our families and friends we are.

In your Hands, We are Home!